Full-Blown Pain: My Battle With the Mysterious Pain of Cluster Headache Syndrome

It was a dreary Monday morning in September 2016. I was working as a teacher, attempting to manage a new class, when a intense pain sprang behind my one eye. Then came rapid stabs, reminiscent of lightning bolts. As each class came and went, the pain eased and then came back with increased intensity. Four times that day I handed over a colleague with activities and hurried to the school bathroom to douse my face with cold water. I tried aspirin, but the pain remained unrelenting.

The headaches appeared repeatedly that fall, and again in spring, soon forming an annual pattern. September and October were the most severe, then the late winter. I could predict the routine: a warning sensation in the morning, early pangs on the train, full-blown pain in class by 9.30am. In 2019, a doctor eventually sent me to a specialist and I was given a diagnosis with cluster headaches.

This condition typically begin with severe discomfort behind one eye that lasts for several hours.

About 1 in 1000 individuals are affected by the disorder, and men are more frequently affected. Attacks usually begin with sudden, excruciating pain around one eye that reaches its peak within a short time and continues for as long as three hours. Attacks come in clusters, daily or several times a day, and are accompanied by red or watery eyes, drooping eyelids or face perspiration. There exists an episodic type, which arrives in seasonal cycles; some patients have chronic attacks, defined by the lack of long pain-free periods.

What connects patients is the severity. One research paper scored the pain at 9.7 out of 10, more severe than bone fractures or pancreatitis. A separate found 64% of cluster patients reported thoughts of self-harm during attacks; the figure fell to four percent when they were not in pain.

One patient, 74, a chronic sufferer from Wales, finds this understandable. Her attacks started when she was two. “I would throw myself on the floor and bang my head. That was put down to being spoiled,” she says. Her condition worsened through childhood. Alcohol in her teens, similar to several triggers, made things worse. After drinking sherry at her graduation party, she remembers hardly being able to see on the bus home.

Her relatives often interpreted her episodes as drunken behavior. Support finally came from her father and then from her partner, Rod. “I was very lucky to find such an understanding person,” she says. Hobbs took clerical work after relocating, but often concealed her illness. She was fired from one job, in part due to absences during attacks. Her breakthrough identification came in the early 2000s at a national hospital.

Still, the inability to plan life around unpredictable attacks took its toll. She especially disliked being unable to plan outings, being seen as flaky as a colleague, and even having to be looked after by her children during the paralysis caused by the most severe episodes. “It robs you of the simple freedoms we don't value until they're gone,” she says. She remembers obtaining tickets for a significant concert, only to have an episode inside a facility.


Headaches have been documented throughout the ages. “The earliest account of headache originates from the Mesopotamians in antiquity,” write authors in a publication on the topic. They attributed the disease to an evil spirit who afflicted his victims' heads.

Historical healing texts suggest bizarre treatments for what some experts would describe as a headache disorder. In the middle ages, migraine was recognised as a distinct disorder, with therapies ranging from bloodletting to other, more folk remedies.

It was a European physician who provided the initial comprehensive account of a cluster-type attack. In his writings, he describes a patient “suffering with a very severe headache occurring and disappearing daily at fixed hours”.

Cluster headaches were only officially recognised by international headache societies in the late 1980s. From the mid-20th century to the late 1990s, they were thought to be caused by a issue with a key artery which supplies blood to the brain. Prominent specialists in treating the disorder explain this.

In 1998, researchers released the results of a research project for which they had induced cluster headaches in patients and monitored the episodes in a brain scanner. The data, featured in a prominent journal, showed activation of the a brain region, which is in charge for human sleep-wake cycles, when patients were in discomfort, and a reduction when they felt better.

Despite such advances, diagnosis remains delayed. Jamie Charteris's attacks started in the 1980s and felt like “a balloon being inflated behind my one eye”. Doctors thought he had sinus problems; he underwent four operations before eventually being diagnosed in 2014, after a doctor researched his complaints.

Specialists say delays in diagnosis and treatment occur because patients are seldom seen during an episode. “You're exhausted and depressed, but not in severe pain,” one says. He proceeds by eliminating other primary head pain conditions, such as migraine, before confirming cluster headaches. A thorough patient history is crucial: on which side do symptoms appear? For how long? What time of year? Are there triggers, such as certain foods? Specific characteristics such as tearing, sagging eyelids and nasal congestion help confirm cluster headaches. Once identified, patients may be referred to specialist centers. But many first go to A&E or are given unsuitable therapies.

Dorothy Chapman, in her late seventies, has experienced the condition for the majority of her adult life, although she has been free from an attack since 2016. When she was in her twenties, she had her teeth pulled because dental professionals misinterpreted her symptoms. She believes dentists still need greater education. When a sufferer sought help from a support group, it was she who responded. The author recalls calling a support line during an attack in 2021; a reassuring advisor guided them through oxygen therapy and medication until the attack passed.

Official guidance on treatment advise that sufferers are offered high-flow oxygen and/or a anti-migraine medication administered by injection. No tablets or opioids should be used. Prophylactic choices include a blood pressure medication, which reportedly helps manage the attacks of some people.

But consultant neurologists believe the guidance need revising to reflect a more defined treatment pathway and help GPs avoid misprescribing. For episodic patients, timing is everything: “The duration of the bout determines the approach.” Brief bouts with infrequent episodes are managed with abortive therapy only. Longer or more intense bouts require preventives such as verapamil, sometimes paired with steroids. Many patients also receive a greater occipital nerve block during a bout – an procedure into the side of the skull where the pain is that reduces nerve activity.

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